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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 16:23:07 GMT

i havnt written in a flippen week. i dont know if i can remember everything but ill try:

saturday-. i got up and like, was suposta go with heather to the Painted Zebra but she said shed call me back when she got home but she didnt. i went to the mall movies with David and saw DOOM. sad sad movie. and i hated the ending. and it was gory. but it was okay. we saw it with his mom lol then she left and we walked around. Krystal s was workng today at the cookie place so we talked to her, her gave us a free soda. the biggest iv ever seen! and then on her break we hung with her. i gave her 2 bucks to buy a face plate for her phone. and david bought her fries. well shes just so cute...

we went to hottopic. i made a new friend. heres out basic conversation

some guy kicks me lightly in the back of my knee while im waiting for daivd to finish talking to some chick with purple hair.

guy-how old are u?

me um....14? why

guy-oh i was just wondering why u havnt filled out an application yet...?

me- omg! im not here that offten!

guy-yse u are like every weekend
and we just talke for a while. hes cool. i cant remeber the whole converstaion.

sunday-oh no i cant remember what i did! i know i hung out with david but i cant remember what we did...i think he came over and we rented movies...dawn of the dead and sugar and spice(?) damn that might have been another day...if i remember i will come back and write it.

monday-i cant remember... but i know i hung out david...i think i rode brits bus home. YES! CUZ SHE WAS GETTEN HER HAIR DONE! yes! david locked himself outa the house and was wating for his mom to pick him up or somthing and so i walked up to the of the nighborhood and just as i got there his mom got there. she took us to brits house and we hung out in her basment. she was upstairs and we just hung out together. it was weird we were in her basment without her.

tuesday-i fought like mad to get david over. too problems to mention. in the end he came over like right as i had to leave for practice. so he came and just walked around and sat around while i was with seth(i gave him the chocolate i got hime from paris). then we came home and just chilled out in my room. and then like right outa no where josh and amanda bust into my room and tell him its time to go home(they had to take him)so then he left i hung out at home.

wednessday- *i did not hang out with david.* i had bunches of fun with Brittany! i think she rode my bus home. well we walked to like wendys (food place not my house!) and saw the guy who looks like ryan carabera(sp?) but then we left with out food and went to a&w or w/e and got a 'large' fry, it sooo wasnt large. dumbasses. then we went to walmart and i got a big bacg of 3 musketers... i cant remember much more i just remember it was alot of fun!

thursday- i think me and brit rode davids bus home and then he said i could come in but brit couldnt cuz his mom said so. but then she started walken home and i walked with her. then i relied i didnt have my phone! so i called it on brits cell and Phillip had it! i had left it on the bus! oops so we walked to his house and got it. then we took a trip down memorite lane and went down Miguels old street. sad... then we walked to brits house.and david said he was comming over so i walked up to the top of the nighborhood and met him and we walked to brits. we hung out there and it was really. then like, before we left brits house...david got a call....from Cassie. she dumped him. and that was sad. we walked david home. it was fun. and david tottaly kised my chin. lol nvr mind u wouldnt get it. mom picked me and brit up

friday- not the best of days.david and brittany rode my bus home. we hung out at my house then alex and rashita(sorry if i spelled it wrong) and then they left and we hung out a while. ordered pizza. then we started walking to like, walmart. and i dont know if i said this before but i u know those things i somtimes get where i get really sick and like, my vision gets a f-ed up and i can hardly stand up. well that happened. and i was in the kohls bathroom for like a half house puking. FUN! then i felt btr and we walekd to walmart for brits icey thing. then we got my mom to pick us up cuz i couldnt walk too much. then i asked for movies and we went to shopensave and got donnie darko and super troopers. we came home and we only got to watch super troopers. then brit had to go home and then david. not my idea of a friday night.

yesterday- me and brit went costume shopping. i only got gay kitty ear barretts. and well we went to the store across from my house, then to one my tj max. then to the mall. unsuccessful. then we went to sams house. sarah was there and so was tj. then david came over. thenl brit got a call from hailey whos outa boys and girls town so she left to hang out with her. and thats fine. then sarah had to go round 8 . me and sam played truth or dare mario sparty 5 style. hell yeah. i was uposta go with alex teepeeing but i had to get a costum. but then my mom nvr picked up the phone so i didnt have a ride so i didnt get to go with alex for nothing! i just hung out with david and sam and tj, well not so much tj. wild things we were dared to do and did: sam kissed davids cheek!(great dare right!?) but then i had to kiss daivd on the cheek, lips, foot(it. was. nasty.!!!! and i washed my mouth furiosly!) then his ass (through his jeans people dont worry) but we got pizza! and sam made sure it was stuffed crust for me! i <3 him. not like sarah does tho ! dont worry. and then tj left then david. and so i got to spend like 30 mins with sam alone. thats like, nvr happend! hes so cool. im going over there today too.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 05:23:19 GMT

oh em ge. i just had a 3 hour and 36 min conversation with David. thats crazy.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 04:15:14 GMT

thursday- umumumumum....all i remember was i talked to this guy i like, i just told him i liked his shirt,but if u know me well enough u know thats xteamly hard for me. and at lunch we hung outside with Corey and his friends. and me and brit had a bit of a accident... ok here it is

me and brit are walkend down the hall to 6th, really hyper like normal. and were talken to Corey and brit jumps and spins and sayd "i just saw Brad hes so hott!" and so i turn around to see who she was talken about. and i turn around and say "wait...brad..? where... oh i see him" and only when im alomost done with that sentance do i relizes hes like 5 people behind us staring at me. and i blush bright red and i start walking really fast and brits like OK BYE COREY! and w run to class and bursh threw the door laughing super hard.

after school brit rode my bus home. we were suposta go to Coreys house but he didnt answer so we went up to pizza hut. and the food was good cuz we were the only ones there. then to walmart. i got a Spin mag just cuz pete was in it. wearing the same outfit from the photo shoot u see him in the AWSOME new layout i got today. then brit was called by her mom and had to go to parent teacher conferences. we didnt end up going

david had called while my cell was dead. i called back. were cool now, which im hapy bout cuz i love him.

the kids are here and Christian is sick.

today- i woke up early like 9. i sat around for hours waiting for fall out boys new video to come on, and it did. and i was suposta go to painted zebra with heather but i didnt have $ and i had to go with brit to coreys so i told her wed go tomorrow. i think shes mad but i hope hope hope not. and then we went to coreys round like, 5? yeah. we were droped off at the DQ and i had a beenie and my new coat on so i looke like a hobo. and i like, was poring chang onto the counter and it was funny cuz i had to borrow money from an employe. haha but i got icecream. then we went to coryes. not too fun. but fun enough.hes cool. he kept poking me and it pissed me off. hes just like jj.

i. love. fall. out. boy.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 02:06:33 GMT

i got up 15 mins late! omg! and i wore my new coat i got in Roma and its cool. the bus driver is crazy! u have to ride my bus to know the story, or just ask. well school in general was fine. after school i walked up to Alexs house and we hung out for a littlebit then we walked to Adam Shipleys house because we were talken bout him on the bus and just messen with him and he told alex he was gonna come over, which he didnt. and so we went to his house, hardly talked, it was stupid and aqward. and i supose its my fault because that bus ride home, i was feeling upset and was like, i need someone to like, and so cuz adams cute, i made myself think i liked him. then im like, ok that was retarded, after we left his house we went to Heathers. went inside, her parents make me feel akward.then these kids passed by and we went outside. long story short, we hung out with 7th graders Rich and Dlyan. aka. white chocolate and dark chocolate. we were in a wheel chair alot. and lets just say it was xtreamly fun and today just made me feel better about some things. i acctaully did my hmwk. i really am super proud cuz its been sooo long.

and long story short, there was a fight between some friends, but their over it, well pretty much

and i dont wanna spend another night trying out why your always on my mind<3

not just a random quote, it means somthing and someone...does it piss u off u donno who it is? feel free to comment and guess lol

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 18:05:44 GMT

i got home late last night. unless ur my friend and want to hang out and talk, i dont wanna talk about my trip. when we got in they lost our bags. and amanda and josh came to pick us up and amanda locked the key in the car. so we had to sit outside the car in the airpost parking lot for about 2 hrs. but its all good.

today i got up at 6. couldnt help it. and i got the ashlee simpson cd. yeah

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 00:45:10 GMT

today- fun i guess. school was school. school highlights- sam and sarah are going out! aww it was so cute. sammi came back today. on ym way to detention i saw david and his gf shelby and his arm was around her and such and i got real sad. we walked by with out even looking at each other .then when i was almost there i sadi t myself 'i dont think i can take it if i see them again' so ofcorse, i saw them. and i shaddered.

after school i served me and sarah and alex went to sarahs house, walked there, its only 2 blocks. of corse jj was stupid and 4got to stay after school....we hung out at sarahs 4 a while and watched american pie 2 adn sam came over and then we left a bit after that. then i came home.

well today is my last day in the states i leave tomorrow. ill be back next monday, in school next tuesday. im gonna send postcards to people i l-o-v-e::sarah, alex, heather h if i get her address in time, heather g, david, bryan,britnie brittany and becky

my cell wont work so u cant call me. but email me!!!

heart_x3_attack@hotmail.com

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 01:48:19 GMT

today- pretty fun. highlights- i used my new backpack. sabrina and jake fisher are dating. the HHb's name is alex(<3) fire drill in 2nd and i got to stare at him.! somthings wrong with brian. i swear hes sick of me. david was gay again. i walk downstairs with brit and i pass my locker and see hes leaning on it and im like EW LOOK BRIT DAVIDS AT MY LOCKER and brits like RUN WENDY RUN! but pushes me into a locker, hard. and he just askes for my history book. that fag. w.e at lunch tyler got all mad at me. homo. he makes jokes about us but when we make one about him and his gf he has been hiding from us for a year, i get chewed out. gr.

after school i went and got alex and we went to tacobell and hung there while i called sarah to come up there. cant for liek 45 mins. so we walk across the street to walmart and hang there(.*sings* memories---walmart volleyball. barbie used to have her own isle. "i wanna steal somthing" reading cosmopolotain in the isle.) then sarah came and we hung out. played walmart volleyball outside in the deserted part of the parking lot. wheeled alex around in a cart(again) then walked to aldies cuz iv only been there once and that was with jordan in like 6th grade! then since weve never been in the libary across from KFC(<<<) we went in. i think alex found it the most interesting.lol. then we went back to my place and chilled out. my mom broke amanda and joshes tv. sarah and alex and i made plans for my going away par-tay and then they had to leave and i went to lessons. i was really happy for some reason and so i was really good. for some reason, the happier i am the btr i play. i love seth. im getting him a suviner from Europe and then a gift for his 26 bday(november 16) cuz i love him alot. i dont think he ever saw me as happy as i was today. he made me feel super special today.

im going to go read then to bed

I LEAVE THURSDAY!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 00:35:24 GMT

today was kinda gloomy. on the bus ride i was hyper. i do not know why because this isnt normal. heather disloacted her knee or somthing so we got an elevator key for her and me and heather and alex just walked around during late start. sammi wasnt here today snif snif. cody w is kinda cool hes so ghetto lol.jj is less annyoing latly cuz hes got friend(i.e. cody)

nicky, if u are reading this i really didnt mean to call u a bitch. it just pisses me off real bad when people copy my stuff. okay?

Monday, October 03, 2005

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 00:25:55 GMT

last night-...ugh LOOONG night

im just gonna do the main stuff. +'s by good stuff -'s by bad.

+ alex came over round 7:30 and we got ready, well she watched me get ready and we waited for brit david and sam to come. they came, mom made us take pics, oh how fun
- we get there and just see alot of people.blah blah.
--**** cut his hair. hes still cute.but he has a gf.
--david was all grinding with this girl he didnt even know and im scared for life.i had to go into the lunch room cuz i needed to sit down. i thought i was gonna puke
+i danced like crazy to fall out boy. yeah. youre all jelous of my fresh white girl moves. i know.
-apparently david made out with some random girl too(i have a pic of it. comment me and ill show u.). im xtreamly mad at him because he never tells me nething. i swear im nothing to that boy. and that kinda hurts ill admit, but w.e hes a little slut.
+i got to spend the night with some incredibal people. i became closer to alex which is cool cuz shes cool. brit was kinda mean. sam left us but w/e. i like sarah alot. im glad i got to see her tonight.

sorry its not a spectacular look in my night but w/e it wasnt great to begin with. it was a waste of money

$50 on a dress

$30 on shoes

$12 on a ticket

a shity ass night -pricless, no scratch that, 92 bucks. yeah... SO not worth it

today- i went to around with my mom looking for a backpack. which we didnt get. i bought a book and a sweater.we went to the library and i got 2 books. yeah soo fun!

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 16:15:15 GMT

thursday-after school i rode Davids bus to his house. I love that bus! Keller, david, phillip, ashley and anglea, and the bus driver is a lesbo whos really cool. well went to davids house(duh) and then went to the mall with him mom. i called britnie on the way and help out with her prob. (which im not gonna talk bout cuz thats her busness.) well we got to the mall and we got him clothes. a blazer and an MCR shirt. omg and **** was there. i almost puked! fro the nervousness. ugh i hate that. when i get around him, i get sick and gitty. ugh ugh ugh, well on another note, then i had to get picked up and go to the ortho. owie! i got power chains! ooooowww well then i went home and me heather went to the powder puff game. the parade was first and that was fun. i like heather. i hope we stay friends. alex was up there already or we would have taken her with us. i dont think i like her bf hes mean. well it was just a fun ass day.

friday- not much i went home cuz i weasnt feeling good (i.e. cramps leading to stomach sickness, powerchains on my teeth leading to headachs and not being able to eat made it hard to hard to concerate) so i got picked up in early 5th hour. so then i went home ate adn slept and felt MUCH btr. then david came over and we watched movies, played scrabble with my mom(lol) and went to mcdonalds. funfun.

today- ok well nothing has happend btu i know im gonna be going to the mall cuz i still got stuff i need for tonight and then i got homecomming. so ill fill u in l8er

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